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Wednesday, March 16, 2016
Tuesday, March 15, 2016
nb: I need a title for my minithesis :')
what I've been doing in this semester, 6th semester of uni level are..
is..
ohh bloody me, I don't even notice that I've done nothing
I always passionate when about to fill the form of exchange participant and there will be this part : explain what is your experience lately. And then, blank. I got nothing to write, I got no story to tell about and actually I've done nothing marvelously.
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I'd rather being drowned in my campus library than having a chill conversations with my mates here in college. Omg, not because I'm those one of introvert fucking nerds. I'm just realizing that I'm more than an ignorant. I didn't read books much, yeaa I read some, some part of the book haha some pages not some books from the same author. I just need to read more to get to know more. I still don't know what I want in life after being graduated next year (let me say ameen first). Having a career after formal educational feels a lil bit hard, because your career should has relation between what you have learnt in university, therefore there's a small burden called "responsibility". I responsible for what I've learnt in university. Well, I can probably be another business woman kind of person, build a flat rent house, having hectare-hectare paddy field, or having a resto with my significant other. Yes, I can probably do those stuffs but those are the activity that don't have relation with the subjects I've learnt. I feel so guilty. I recently learn about Political Urban, Bureau of Indonesia, Political Globalization, etc related to Political thingy. How can you have a career among those theoretical subjects while your neighbor next door has already being a local police in your hometown. I feel my future, darling. That's why I'm frightened too much. I'd rather put up my career future than my romance. Building a career has ran into the neat box for me lately.
is..
ohh bloody me, I don't even notice that I've done nothing
I always passionate when about to fill the form of exchange participant and there will be this part : explain what is your experience lately. And then, blank. I got nothing to write, I got no story to tell about and actually I've done nothing marvelously.
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I'd rather being drowned in my campus library than having a chill conversations with my mates here in college. Omg, not because I'm those one of introvert fucking nerds. I'm just realizing that I'm more than an ignorant. I didn't read books much, yeaa I read some, some part of the book haha some pages not some books from the same author. I just need to read more to get to know more. I still don't know what I want in life after being graduated next year (let me say ameen first). Having a career after formal educational feels a lil bit hard, because your career should has relation between what you have learnt in university, therefore there's a small burden called "responsibility". I responsible for what I've learnt in university. Well, I can probably be another business woman kind of person, build a flat rent house, having hectare-hectare paddy field, or having a resto with my significant other. Yes, I can probably do those stuffs but those are the activity that don't have relation with the subjects I've learnt. I feel so guilty. I recently learn about Political Urban, Bureau of Indonesia, Political Globalization, etc related to Political thingy. How can you have a career among those theoretical subjects while your neighbor next door has already being a local police in your hometown. I feel my future, darling. That's why I'm frightened too much. I'd rather put up my career future than my romance. Building a career has ran into the neat box for me lately.
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