Since I never posted
anything in this blog, I literally not interested to tell you what happened to
me lately. Not because I pass through some uninteresting moments, you know life
goes up and down, every single time is precious, but I just not interested to
share what I’ve been through. For now.
I am 20 years old right
now. Entering the third decades of my life makes me measuring what have I done
all this time, what have I given to surround me, how important I am around the
people, how my quality of social life impacts to another thing, how my college
life runs, how I make friends to my friends (am I being the really friends they
know or I’m imitating someone?), how my love life runs (am I being a good
girlfriend for him ? dude, I don’t know). As far as that, I should can see what
my future will be but actually everything is like a monochrome, I learn some
lecture right now, but I’m not sure where this –kind of what I’m studying at university
level- will taking me.
People said “your future depends on what you’re doing
nowadays”. Ooh look! I’m struggling to understand every Political Theory,
Philosophy, Sociology, Indonesian Political System, and another Political
blablabla theory... duuuuuude, aren’t you tired of these? No need to ask that ,
I am already tired as hell. Wups pardon...
Serious. Socializing. Optimistic as I can. Creative. Talk to people. Laugh. Pray. Finish everything well
done. Take the compliment. Be brave. Be rational. Don’t easily getting tired
and mad, your hard work will be paid off, soon. And the last but least I’m
living my love affairs (ugh don’t think I put this on a black list of mine,
this makes me breathing glad J)...
Those are what I’m
trying to do. inshaAllah with full of hardwork and dear Lord please show me a
little sign to my future then I can take the next step to catch that. Amien.
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Wassalam,
Dinda Asri
